LMC

Omg this song is really great its been ringing in my head since, I dont know when {:

Lord I give my heart
Lord I give my life
In all that I say
Everything that I do
I am yours
I am yours

Lord you are all I need
Everything I dream
My hopes and desires
I found them in You
You are the reason I live

Cause' You chose me
You called me by name
From the moment that you touched my life
I have been changed

You found me
and set me apart
Now im reaching for my destiny
this future you have planned for me

I realised I think alot in bus rides.
But rather, I hate those thoughts because I always get so emo !
Sining told me tdy that Inez aint gonna be under my care soon.
Well I dont really feel anyth the moment she told me but I got really upset when I took the bus ride home.
To be truthful I felt rather hurt after conversing with Sining but I guess I was probably too sensitive.
I recalled what life was like when I wasnt a shepherd last year, I felt happy with my walk with God. My shepherd was great and I wna affirm her for her care and concern{; Being a shepherd means having burdens for my sheeps and my team. To be truthful I dont like burdens. I love to be carefree, but I guess to serve God I need to make sacrifices.
Will I be able to take good care of Joan ? 
I was comforted with that song, You chose me.
He chose me to do something for him ! :D

Btw, on a happy note, I had great fun in Wenman's house on National day eve !
Thank god for wenman, weiling, grace, peiwen, panshin, shannen, sharon, mak and christine for making my day ! Oh michelle and suxian too! I love harmonising with Michelle (hahaha)
Wong wenman Im so sorry for the sweetsmelling stench in your bedroom.
I know you will still love me and forgive me heehee !


MUAHAHAHAHAH AND U KNW WHO AM I ((:

Oh it was PL+SPORTS combined caregroup tdy again ! {:
Recently, Ive been reading the book that Karchian had bought for me.
The first chapter I read was about temptations, and I begin to start thinking what are the current temptations Ive been facing recently.
Temptations to sin : Being Angry, Jealous, Talking rubbish, being frustrated and impatient with my sister.
Temptations to fufil my own desires instead of doing the rightful thing at that moment, for example not studying but staying by the computer or tv for hours.
I begin to think then, will I be able to resist all these temptations, will I be able to have that mustard-seed of faith to trust that God will bring me through and that I should instead rely on Him and pray for Him to guide me through the Holy Spirit.

Then, I began to think about what Ive responded in camp and checking on if Im still responding AFTER camp. I thought about the Great Commission and what Pastor Shirley said, that Our generation will run the last relay, holding the baton, finish the race.
I started to think how priviledged I am to be still in St Nicholas and am still having the chance to outreach with my all. However, the irony is that Im leaving school in four months time. But anyw, I imagined if all my good friends, my classmates, my teammates, the whole St Nicholas knew about the good news and how God had sacrificed His One and son for us just so that We may have a new life and be forgiven for our sins, and seeing each and every St Nicholas Girl praising my Mighty God.
That'll be cool.
This inspired me, alot.

Whoosh, wow I just realised its been a long time since I updated my blog. Firstly, as a cool-nerd, I had to study hard so no time for blogging. And, my computer was siaosiao for a period of time, so cant be bothered with this blog !

Alas, Im back blogging.!
Wow, many things have happened, like the recent Yhope Oasis camp at Downtown east ! WOWWWW ! (reminds me of the shen3 qian2 wang2 show they like to WOW here WOW there)
Ahh and yes, thank you everyone for the birthday gifts and birthday wishes. and thank you ned2b ned1 too !

Caregroup's gonna be tomorrow. I am thankful to God that Weiting's still retained, and I hope she will continue to stay in God's kingdom and serve him well too !
Oh and Hebrews 11: Faith. What a refreshing chapter for me yesterday night ! {:

Hebrews11:1 , Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.

By the way, Im so happy to form two clubs in two weeks.

1.YAMI YOGHURT 1 2 3 :
Members- Meichi Seeyi Sharon
We even got a dresscode last sat which partly failed but, we'll work on it again this week {:
And and, because of seeyi who mentioned the second rule of the club : Every single member counts.
And she had to go for second service, we couldnt eat our yami yoghurt last sat :(
Nevermind, its MORE THAN ENOUGH ! (inside joke)

2. THE ALOE VERA CLUBBIE:
Members- Meichi Weiting Xinhui, 
Ill drag Inez in too, {:

Heeheehee, good news today.! Ive been exercising like MAD today.
Firstly, it was morning jog, and weiling and I wanted to beat our goal of the day to be the first for morning jog. Obviously its impossible luh, since I have weiling tagging along me. (Hahaha kidding)
But still I ran faster than usual, its like getting faster as the week goes by luh.(which is good )

Then, after morning jog was math, and Mrs koh, out of kindness and sympathy for us, allowed us to walk/briskwalk/run/jog/dance/march around the track for ONE WHOLE HOUR!
It was really surprising to see her letting us waste away her TWO PERIODS of PRECIOUS MATH LESSONS and doing what we'd love to do rather than racking your brains on pathetic numbers (: or trying to prove some triangles/angles thing when we wont really apply it useful practically ! :/
However anyway, it really bonded our classss though. Imagine the whole class some jogging. some running 22 rounds in an hour-drina, some doing backwards walking to train up our inner muscles, some hopping, some singing, some marching, some dancing, some doing stretchings, etc, it was reallly cooooool(:
LOVE MATH LESSON FOR A DAY HAHAHA.

Then, it was ned captain's ball at rc! Kewl match, exercising again ! 



Heeeheeelarious picture, love them !

Yay, this is my post after two weeeks, how long !
Haha, well things must have been fun/tiring/irritating/enjoyable/interesting/exciting/horrendous/disgusting/puking/fantastic/
whateverrrr.
Hahah, oh on a note, its descriptive writing for this term ! So, well yayyyy.

Describing things allow us to imagine what the thing is, and ya kinda visual person-sining, i think she will just faint when you describe to her the process in the toilet. Hahaha kiddddding, so gross.
Anyway, Hello Love was damn cool for two weeeeeks ! Well my contact ps me last minute in the morning-how great, but nevermind still, we've got lotsa convs! :D
And the performance was fabs, esp yesterday's. I LOVE THE DANCES, like how xinhui love those splits.
She was sitting beside me and I saw her eyes gazed on the dances, and her mouth almost want to gape them up. Hahahaha, luckily there wasnt any flies in yhope, or she might just swallow one yknow ! :O

Yupp, descriptive writing luh sorry.
I missed so many things with them, like all the truthanddare thing at orchard, escape theme park, I shall not miss the one in zoo on 9th march ! yes! and theres some parliament meeting thing organised by classs on 10th march ! :D
Gonna be exciting ! 
Yesss, time for sleeeep. And I know in six more hours I'll be scheduing my work for the week.
Weeel 9 = horrendous + exciting + tiring week.

Alright, bye !
 

Yoohooo, im finally posting hahah ! Ever since wenjia's bithday, almost a month yeah !
Anyw yupp now is chinese new year #4th day !
Brrr, I totallie cant feeeel the chinese new year atmosphere ! This year seeemed especially different, even on the first day while getting angbaos I still feel like its a normal school day !
I guess its the mood of a sec four taking olevels in eight months time ! :O
Hahah, perhaps next year's chinese new year will be much much difffffernt ! And I cant wait for it ! (:

Oh, on new year's eve  we went to kkc house for coreteam steamboat !
Goshh, we are totallie from the animal farm luh ?
Sharon : krrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ( a bird, though shes a dog in disguise ? )
Emily : Wooooooooooooooooh woooooh (dont know what she imitating hahaha)
Sining : Yall crazy ah ?!
Karchian : Uh hurrr uh hurrr, stop it. stop it . STOPPPP ITTTTT !!!!!
Meichi : Kuekuekue, kuekuekue. (supposedly imitating a monkey !)
GLADYS : looks around, STARESSS, GIGGGLES hahahaha, stares back at emily who keeps putting food into her bowl :/

Those are the distinct features, well of course we imitated other animals like the fish, snake, cow, tiger, lion RABBIIIIT, dragon, horse, sheep, cuckoo, dog, cat, etc we can think of.

Kc's polaroid camera damn kewl but look at the price..
Oh oh, last sat after mtg went shopping with sg and emily. and sg accidentally came up with a quote.
I think it somehow started like this.
Mc: Eh very nice hor this top !
Sharon: ( immediately stares at the pricetag) WOOWWWW, ITS NICE BUT.. LOOOK AT THE PRICE !! 

So this makes the quote of the day : Its nice but look at the PRICE ! Hehehehehe ! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH WENJIA MY FEELLLLLLLOOW BEST FRIEND! :D



THE LIGHT BULB IN MY ROOM SUDDENLLY DROPPED FROM THE CEILING! AND MY MOM WAS SITTING ON THE BED WHILE WATCHING TV, WHEN THE LIGHT BULB IS JUST ABOVE HER BUT TO THE LEFT AROUND 15 CM!!! AND IT WENT PIANG, THAT EVEN IM IN MY SISTER'S ROOM I CAN HEAR ! IF I WAS SITTING ON MY DESK, I COULD HAVE BEEN INJURED :O (which is not good isnt it ? hahah)

Funny responses:
lena says:
your light so unsafe!!

lena says:
so you're living in the dark now?

Meichi says:
tsk

Meichi says:
lena i have more than one rooms in my house

Meichi says:
and i have more than one light bulb other than the ones in my room ! hahahahaah !

lena says:
OH

lena says:
HEE!

And then, sharon just go omgoshing :/

Cloverfield says:
OMGGGGGGGGGG/

Cloverfield says:
OMGGGGGGGgg

Cloverfield says:
OMGGGg

And grace lim was calm by just replying, okayyy. omgosh, did it break or burst.

Hehehe. my mom's cleaning up now. My roooom's dangerous for now ! >:(
Finally finished 6 tests for this weeeek. Sigh of relief. No more late sleeps, no more fallling asleeep while studying halfway, no more waking up in the morning, feeling as though your body has died on you and your eyelids were clipped up by clothpegs that it cant even open a tiny winy bit !
Msng made us wrote essay on any topic. WHAT SHOULD I WRITE ON MANNN. (:

Olevels' chinese results' like coming next friday . A1 seeems far to me all of the sudddden! :O

School started yesterday danggg. Hhaha well not much difference though from last year, in fact I still feel like we're having extra lesssons like last year nov ! Cause its like we're still sitting together with the people we like, and the class's turned yellow (oooh nice colour oooooooh hahahah crap), which is like our extra lessons' class' colour, and the board turned white instead of the usual greeen ! Eeee, I prefer the green board I dont know why, but yeah. Hahaha.

Okay, fourloyalty peeps are still as crazy as ever, people like Sx wm and sharon kept drawing tons and tons of portraits of me.
Thank you laa I know I very pweeetty hahahah eewww ! Anyw, stop it ! You guys are vandalising school's property ( for example the class dooor !) The whole class apparently idolizes me now and puts my name exposed to everyone outside the class at the door. Heeheee.

Okay enough of crap, tell you what they drew, even though I dont want to, but ive got to tell the truth.

They drew a pig. :( My class people's terrrible. They are beyond hope, however I love them much. Its okay, at least it shows the love for me isnt it. Thanks huh hahaha.
Tons and tons of tests waiting for me next week ! Brrr, gottta start muggggin this weekend again.
Olevels like this year I cant take it ! Its too, too big for me. Well, dont look back and just run forward quotes mrs goh the vp.
But Im a person who loves looking back and blaming what Ive not done. No I dont wanna to be that me! >:(

May god work in me, amen.

Just came back from the short malaysia trip. Well, its a around-four-hours-ride to the resort and vice versa.
First day was kinda boring, whole day spent on driving there and sleeping and eating and sleeping again. Hahah, wel abit of sight seeing at the back. Saw the twin towers and the KL tower !! (:
Oh and 6/9 (my birthday my birthday nine of june ! hahaha) of the holiday was about watching huan huan ai ! Hahah, well I can really cry over dramas luh. The show is greattt. Rate it 4/5!
Tahaha, flies are totally irrritating I tell you. I hate flies ! Hmm they are so tiny yet they fly so fast and they go round boozing around you ! >:(
I still remember wm shannen michelle they all created the*mc-fly-clap* for me !
Haha, it was hilarious. Love them much much many !
Yay, wrote my last post of the year think three days ago.
And this is officially my first post of the year at estherlim92.lj.com.
Hahah irrritating url, butnevermind (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE ! :D

I think the last day of 2007 and the first day of 2008 was well spent with family and relatives (:
And its really a meaningful one, because its spent overseas too ! Hee, oh anyw, 2007 was really special, cause I guess its the very first time Ive reflected for so so long about the year.(in the long journey to going back jb, nice atmostphere, dark and quiet cause everyone's sleeping ! )
Well, firstly I wanna apologize to everyone whom Ive hurt them through one way or another, and I wanna thank everyone who've beared with my character/attitude, and have helped me though one way or another. Well, i guess this is rather a emo post, but I aint feeling emo at all ! Haha, perhaps its because its a new year and Im feeling refreshed MANZZZXXZ hahah !
Okay, twit here means the atmosphere is not bad. Then what about stratosphere (?) Haha okay crap. Lets move on.

Yesterday I drank sugarcane juice and my cousin just reminded me how unhygienic the drink was. People use their bare hands and squeeze the juices out. :O Eww, she makes me dont wanna drink sugarcane anym. Perhaps I should just drink IcelemonTea or Barley (: Coke
Promises to go this year.
1. Im not a wordy kind of person, not good at expresssing my feelings through words. So I shall open up more this year, and have the courage to say things of what I think, in an appropriate way, in an appropriate situation (:
( Well, this is not an easy thing for me hokay ! Cause im shy you seee hahaha ! )
2. I will thank whoever Im thankful for when they did something Im thankful of, and will say sorry to whoever Im apologetic to when I did something apologetic to them(:
3. I will love my friends and family, (TO THE MAX YO YOzzzz)
Loving them means being kind and caring to them I guess.

Okay, cant really think of anymore. Shall start with a few first though, cause I know I wont be able to remember too many and hence wont be able to focus on them and hence will break my promises !! :O
Basically the three promises are about having the courage to express myself moree.
And I reallly want to fufill(however you spell) them ! (:

God said he will always be with me, so what else should I be afraid of ?
Oh no, and I see smth in front of me now. Why is the arrow moving by itself when no one is touching the mouse ?!??
YUCK YUCK YUCK. PRAY PRAY PRAY. hahahah !!
Okay, maybe its just science-kinda thing.

Hee, so the post yesterday wasnt the last post of the year though. I was afraid I couldnt post anymore since Im leaving Singapore tomorrow. Hahah, this blog's still qte new to me though.
Anyw, had caregroup today. I like today's caregroup, though everything was like qte peaceful and quiet, cause theres only nine people today ! hahaha, but I felt different today. Perhaps its beacuse cg's not at rick's house/ school/sth but in kkc's grandma's house ! Hee, games were hilarious ! I did games larh okay, xinhui couldnt come, so I had to hurry go online and search for some random games. Hee, I had a laughing fit with the SAUSAGE game though. & Curry puffffs bought by kkc's grandma was fantastic luh. Teeehee.
Oh so went with sining to CHEAHHUIYI's house. Hahah, cause needa follow up. but you know she doesnt reply/answer her calls. We cant contact her ! So had to go to the extent by going to her house, even though we dont know which house is hers though, hahah !
Went one house by one house to ask if theres a cheahhuiyi in the house. Well, after much asking, finally ! We managed to locate a cheah hui yi in this beautiful landed property, just outside school. God is good hahha.
Well, shes overseas but at least now we know where her house is teehee, we got your BA BING so you cant hide anywhere now! (nah just kidding)

Okay, so continued mugggin with emily, wanyi and sg. I think I cant finish my holiday hw, but whatever whats done has been done.
Hahah, acutally nothing is done, but the idiom just fits into my situation now. Yay, around 24 X 3 hours more to new year, 2008?
Time flies, really. This is saddening, Im growing bigger and bigger day by day:( Hahaha, okay stop i wont grow anymore so im growing older and older day by day. :(



heee, fourloyalty<3

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

Was talking to pw on msn, and was saying about spending my last four days in malaysia.
The last four days, makes me sad that the year's gonna end. I dont want the year to end !
2007 has been a nice year,
I remembered the first day of school I was qte reluctant to go to threeloyalty. I thought its gonna be a geeeeeko class, people there are just gonna chiong for studies the whole day. But I soon came to realise that theres stilll a group of people who are great!
People like :
Weiling, whos so caring and lame. Thanks for accompanying me during assembly the whole year(exp mondays), it has been great. Without you I'll just rot during assembly(: You know my situation yupp.
Grace, who can accompany me home teeheee cause you live damndamn near me.
Sharon, my shepherd ! Teehee, thanks for bringing me to church, knowing great people there, having many much fun, and giving me a chance to know God and his greatness.
Wenman, sucha funny person I knew since sec one. It was like yesterday when we started going crazy discusssing about Hyun Bin's and Kwon Sang woo's greatnesss hahah, and writing things on each other's hand.
Michelle, the blur one who's very nice though ya still so blur, yet claims you aint haha.
Suxian ! A new found good friend this year, as in closer to you this year. Our lala song was funnny. And our dance performance with wenman's piano playing teeheee, you and your shuaiges-search-around-singapore never fails to make me puke, and laugh(:
Mak's beeen a nice friend! She helps me print tons of paper when Im in need esp when its midnight already. Takes a neutral stand(:
Lena banana ! Hee, just saw you today only, ya great but stop rolling your eyes irrritaitn ghahah !
Shannen that gay one, you're so funny. But you've beeeen really nice too ! You comfort people when they are sad.( and i know that )
Peiwen! The ultimate-afffair-with-gays, ahahh just kidddding ! Thanks for your new hairstyle that never fails to make me giggggle in class. Its okay la at least you look like a star(:
Panshin, even though ya so irrritating but still, I accpet you for who you are ! hahah, thanks for peeling all the prawns for me during steamboat ya a great peeler, haahh just kidding.
Christine, a very nice and fair monitor !
Genin, a friendly and funny prefect !
Jinghan, who's being influenced by us to be slacker in discipline hahaha thats great at times.
Qiuhong ! My motherly friend whos been tutoring me, if not with you around sitting beside me for the past few terms, i could have failed math. Hahaha !

Great, I realised three loyalty has so many great people ! Hee, thank god for them.

I would also like to thank :
Karchian, for being sucha wonderful and loving cl.
Sining, being a friendly and great friend, cracking weird jokes but its okay ! hahaha, its funny at times.
Emily, thank god for you for being so nice and kind. ( :O Im praising you)
Wanyi, you cat hahah ! My great spiritual buddy love much.
Gladys, my dearest sheepmate. Hee, you've been great, hearing you say all your craze for bill ! Hahaha.
Xinhui, be more less shy ! Yeah you get what i mean.
Xiaohei, grow grow grow !
Yvonne, funny.
Seeyi, thank god for you for coming back to church.
Joan, my "daughter", hahahaha stop being so lame, and buck up on your chemistry ! I do provide tuition, Im just a call away.
CHING CHING do mattters hahaha !
Kaiying, a great girl. Hahaha love your dad's car, alot. You have beeen funny.

Lastly, thank God for SNTT!
Delaney, my greatest friend and captain. Love you, alot.
Keeyuen, you irrritating thing hahaha. Love you too.
Weiqi, stop rolling your eyes too ! you can make friends with lena luh !
Lydia, you changed alot though ! Thats good, you are better now(:
Sinhong! You lame thing hee. ya the "comforter"of the team ?
Mavis, oh i guess gossiping with you is coool !
Jingwen! Hee, ya nice.
Anthia, my fine and pretty junior ! Haha.
Joven! Hahah blur junior luh !
Pat ! Bubbly and fun.
Clarrisa, mature and nice !
Melberly, I can only say ya so annoying! Hahah, in a good way.
And lastly ( save the best for the last), huiyue ! hahaha, you're urm, fantastic. Hahah cant use the word great anym.

Okay, this is gonna be my last post I guess for the year, so its gonna be long hahaha. Imma longwinded person.
Anyw, I just realised my vocab really sucks. EVerything also nice nice nice, and nothing else ! Hahah, but I really cant think of any other words. Sigh, I need to buck up on vocab !
Okay, treasure 2000000007, and jiayou for 2000000008 ! :D
Sorry, too many zeroes hahaha.